landon pig- can't let you go. heard that song on the radio when my mum drove me to school cause, it was raining cats and dogs and rabbits and the list goes on. landon pig. what a name! but if he sings great songs, who cares. =D

anyway, why rain, why now, all of the sudden it's pouring crazily, and it doesn't stop does it. maybe God is crying ever so badly, because mankind is killing mankind. because we're too selfish.

it was dark, and cloudy.

two minutes later, the dark clouds moved on.

nvm. anyway this week was both good and bad. why good? cause i FINALLY got to breathe shopping air. and it's good. it's been SO LONG since i last went out. and bad because i got pissed at two indian kcians today. and they spoke in tamil, obviously bitching about me cause i told them to tone down. i mean get this, you would do the same if they were SHRIEKING in the bus every minute or so. goodness and the ride from KC to potongpasir is an hour long, and they were screaming nonstop.

after half and hour of non-stop screaming ( i don't know how she does it man.)
i turned and told them to tone down, it went something like that.

*screams excitedly because her so-called crush msged her*
me: *turns* hey, can you both speak softer?
one of them: no, cannot.
me: *stares, no GLARES*
smallergirl said to bigger girl: okok, quiet quiet.
biggergirl *screams*

and so i turned back and stone, and since both of them were talking ever so loudly, i could hear their conversation. the bigger girl went like : but mum, today's teacher's day! i HAVE to go back and visit my teacher, she is the one who passed my PSLE for me!! i have to go back *shrieks*.

(pass her psle for her? wow! thats new.)

so using my great inference skills, i reckoned that they were sec ones. and my goodness, they disgraced KC completely. no that i actually mind, but i mean there are people in the bus, and no one in their right mind will scream, blast their music, talk so loudly. all together.

and hello, im not exaggerating but she literally screamed. gahh. moreover i was drenched through so i wasn't in an exactly good mood.

sigh, anywhoo it's teachers day! =D last teacher's day in KC, and boy, isn't KC getting duller and duller by the minute. no one shows enthusiasm anymore! when we had mass last time, all of us will sing together in unison, but now? no one does anything, they just sit there while people up in the gallery (sec5s) are enjoying themselves, singing ever so merrily. even during the national day it was boring, no one stands up and sing, doing the train, going mad anymore. we all just sit and s..t..o..n..e.. like it was the best thing to do ever.

anywhoo, photos will be up in my photo blog when all's done.
and this post sounds so bitchy, it wasn't intended.
and my pratical was so screwed up, none of my reagents worked, so i inferred my answers all the way.

last but not least, happy teachers day to all teachers. =D i love you although it may seem otherwise. oops.

build me up buttercup - foundations.

*in loving memory of cikgu rathia, dearly missed always remembered, never forgotten.*

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random musings.

i watched a show on arts central the other day and they were showing the history of the forbidden city, even up till now, with technology so advanced, we are still unable to uncover the secrets within the forbidden city. the building stood the test of time, being the home to 24 emperors.

anyway the highlight of the show was something on eunuchs. i've always known eunuchs to be people who are castrated so that they are able to be 'safer servants' to the people in the palace.

but i thought, maybe they will undergo vasectomy! but oh my, technology wasn't THAT advance then. the show said that they used to tie the hands of the men, and cut of their testicles. only half of the people who yearn to become eunuchs survive. afterall, holding a job in the palace then was quite prestigious.

well, what i didn't know is that they cut it off. and by cut it off, i gather you know what i mean (penile amputation). and they showed a picture too! which i found off the net, and if you really want to have a look at it. it's here. CLICKONME.

its amazing to see how people actually will themselves to go through such pain and agony just so they can earn themselves a prestigious job.

another point they brought up in the show was about how vicious women really are. there was a dynasty that was cursed to fall if they allow some women of the 'hei' (i think) tribe to enter the palace. so being careful, the emperor then, didn't have anything to do with that tribe. but soon, their dynasty flourished and people grew to respect him. the emperor gradually let his guard down and ignore or rather forgot the curse.

soon, there was a woman of that tribe who got herself into the palace, turning on her charms, seduced the men.

she soon became the emperor's concubine. well of course she got pregnant with a child, male. well given that the traditional chinese (zhong nan qing nu) values of having a male would be honourable , she soon became empress. she abused her power and soon the dynasty fell.

(empress) Cixi was a devious despot who maintained a deathgrip on what little power she had until that power faded out completely. even with her last breath she was unwilling to let go of the power bestowed to her. she chose the youngest nephew (of age 3) to rule the dynasty.

anyway my point is, women even from the dawn of time already have this vicious insidious nature within them.

hoho. like what mdm foo said; she said something about 'to make a woman smile it'll cost you your palace, to make her laugh, it'll cost you your nation.'

anywhoo, if you want to read up on the empress dowager cixi it's here!

the Forbidden city is showing again at the esplanade, and really, if you have the time and money. go catch it. i watched it two years back, and it was GREAT. i was still quite dense then (haha, like im any better now?) and i found the show awesome. if it wasn't for the confound prelims, i think i'll be the first to get a ticket. and kit chan is good.

=D till next time.

and this entry was done because i was rather amazed at the castration thing and one thing linked to the other.
grace- haha, this time don't count too! i've got reasons. =_=''

untruths. =D

need i say more? =D

don't know why beck's in the pic. lol!

http://snapandgo.blogspot.com
updated; lol, again.

happy birthday Gareth!
for the 25th.

hope you'll enjoy your birthday despite having exams. =D
and i still owe you jacks place and hans.
God bless you, and may you enjoy poly and earn more money by selling those jeans stuffs haha.
=D=D=D

seeya!

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my oral on tuesday was crazy, i went in flustered and all.

i screwed up my picture badly. really badly.

and the conversation went pretty well, i even asked the examiners to go down to keppel towers to rock-climb as the rates are pretty reasonable. =D and i mentioned Golden Pines too, and if you don't know golden pines it is some building built to cater to the elderly's needs. and i mentioned that exercise helps to burn fats and that is quite benefical to us.

no offence but my examiners were pretty gay, and everyone can vouch for that. they seem to agree happily that exercise is good for burning fats, stretching is good yadah.

hoho.

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alrights, so much has been going on at home. i don't know but if m.h is making us all so unhappy, then i don't really see the point in that. if we can't agree on things, and we fight, i don't know. if my parents are to work so hard for us, i don't see the point too. they're not getting any younger, but they seem to work harder then ever. and shame on me, i'm young and active, and what am i doing? blogging and wasting my days away.

my dad talked to us, and my mum talked to me. i've heard both sides and i mean both of them have some sort of logical reason attached to their decisions. i don't know, seriously. i'd rather all this don't happen and we lived like before.

nevermind. p.s don't get all the wrong ideas cause nothing BIG is happening at home. or whatever. nvm, not as if people would read.

anywhoo, praticals are on next week. many of us are really upset with bio, i mean 5.1 did lesser then what we did. which isn't as much as what the 4E is doing.

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took lots of photos on tuesday! i'll update it on snapandgo. no captions as usual. haha. i'm so lazy sometimes. sigh.

and i found out something on tuesday! haha, from shiew mee, and when i heard it, i nearly fall. i mean seriously i was shocked. ok nvm.

redundant post!

and no one likes to be alone...

http://snapandgo.blogspot.com
has just been updated!

chunks of photos from before. & some videos. =D

fireworks video up.



it cuts into my template, but nevermind. if you want the full version its here.

CLICKME

ok grace, i think you really need to kill me. there's SO many stuffs online that's really interesting and i can't stop using the stupid com. omg. i think i'll do that lock-myself-out-of-it thing.

anyway, anyone read the new recently? it's about jonbenet's death and killer thing. i mean if you see that 6 year old girl's picture she really pretty! pity she died ten years ago. and pity they've not found the murderer.

although theres a suspect now, but his testimony doesn't connect with the autopsy.
i was reading up on all this murder related stories, and they're mighty interesting.

read here!

and there's one on the lindbergh baby case which apparently shocked the americans then. haha.

read that here!

ok i'm suppose to study, not read up on all this. sigh. even roch's studying! so proud of her that she's studying. and at the same time ashamed at myself cause i'm not. grr.

what captures your heart, captures you. how very true.

plenty of things i want to do after my o's. ( not the right time to think but... i can't help it.) plenty, but i'll name some. =D

1. rebond my hair or something. so that it doesn't stick up so high.
2. dye my hair to some decent colour! haha mum will flip. but i've got white hair, that's excusable? =D
3. learn pilates!
4. get a job. =D
   

look at the stars, look how they shine..
for you...

if time can stand still.

hai, prelims are SO CLOSE.
i can't understand geog, it's too, boring. i don't know? i look at the book, and nothing seems to enter.
chinese is bad, it's so foreign to me. i can't remember much. oh-no.
my math is as bad as usual.
my English is... !?

today, we had to switch places and miss wong was asking us to sit with people who is able to help us in our studies, and you know what i realised? i need an all-rounder. one who is good in everything cause i can't seem to understand anything.

and oh, i should take my brain out and give it a good scrub cause i ought to study. omg.

too lazy to blog so i'll summarise.

• something embarrassing happened to me on sunday, and i can't thank tabitha jacqueline and kenny enough! without them i think i'd just hide at home in shame, never to be seen again.
• and i thought i lost my belt on wednesday, but i found it in my bag later in the day, sheesh and i was SO CLOSE to being late again. and by God's grace i found my old belt.
• did DC on tuesday and the prefect was mighty nice to let me have some time off, and i get to pack the stuffs needed for pratical. so it was like the best DC i've done so far, and hopefully the last DC i'd do. i don't need anymore late-ness added to my record!

cik rathia's in hospital now, it's quite critical or so i heard, so hopefully all kc-ians or ex-kcians would pay her a visit or something? or at least keep her in prayer.

she's a strict teacher who blows her whistle at the start/end of recess, i don't know her well. but i miss her, her toilet signs to tell us to wash up the seat. haha.

ok i better get going! tata!

what is spring like, on jupiter and mars.

i passed my chinese. *amazed*

got the score that i wanted, and expected seeing how stupidly i chose my composition question, garbled out rubbish and gave inane answers to the questions for the comprehension AND how i read incoherently for my stupid oral. so my kind of pass is VERY expected.

but i'm not happy with it. usually i'll be contented with such a score. but i need chinese to enter into poly(or JC)! but obviously i can't enter the course i desire with THAT kind of grade, can i? so yea, as expected i'll retake.

anyway i teared during SS and after school? and what triggered that? it's my chinese tutor, she told me this, in exact words 'to pam, great! now you can go to JC.' WOW so i sat there thinking, right, JC what JC exactly when i've got such few subjects? and then i realised that my future seems so bleak. so there and then, i felt all emotional. haha.

but the most frustrating thing ever is that i come from a chinese speaking family! i think we speak chinese more then English even? (and hello, ALL and i seriously mean ALL of my relatives are chinese speaking. they EXCEL in chinese.) so anyway, i take only a handful++ of subjects, PLUS i've got free period. so why am i doing badly? omgsh. so annoying. nevermind. i'm online to upload NDP photos! i've created a blog to upload random photos without captions because i'm tired and lazy to update them here. i'll do when i'm free, but if you want all of the photos, they're on that blog! =D

*it's still uploading, so patience patience!!*

ITS-HERE! *WAVES*

anyway these days i seem to blog straight out from my mind, usually i'll watch the words and stuff. but now i don't really? haha.
anywhoo, we're moving to the EOA. isn't that nice? *all hail mrs crossly!* haha air con and all! even 5.1 is moving to air-con bio lab. now, after sacrificing for so much giving up our class and all. we've got a huge blessing. i love mrs crossly! she's like the nicest VP i've seen in years! and she looks just like mrs Bleem. whose equally nice, and they both walk with that same classy poise too. haha.

ok ciao!

grace- don't count today ok? haha. you know what i mean.

get paid to read emails! no, not a scam please! and yea, good deal. haha! so clickonme!
=D

gosh. blogger is being such an ass.
and before i go on. here's a toast to singapore for being nice and old at 41!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

anyways i've got truckloads of photos to upload. from the past week! so i've only got my cookies photos which i've uploaded long time ago. so enjoy those first! i promise to put up NDP '06 photos soon ok? and btw. today was AWESOME. i caught the fireworks and it was beautiful. =D

last thursday was a school holiday, so naturally i decided to do something new. like BAKE COOKIES since i've got the necessary ingredients. so i woke up nice and early (9am haha) and got excited and started to bake!

obviously i had some help, if not how on earth did my cookies turn out that good! HAHAH. i mean it's beginners luck.

everyone said that my cookies are good! like mrs fields, soft and chocolatey! i hoped they meant it. hahaha.

alright! less talk more images.

my favourite picture of all, has an artistic feel to it. =) well it's cookies, what's there not to love?

see looks like poop doesn't it?

more poop in the making to be cookies.

poop! hahahaha i don't think you guys want my cookies after i keep saying it looks like poop. but oh love love.

oh yes, for a tiny treat. i managed to upload one video from the fireworks. and i've yet to upload the other! so make do with this one ok? anyway really random entry. haha.

YOUHAVETOWATCHTHIS-SOCLICKME.

WHAT A BEAUTY RIGHT?

haha, i love fireworks, it's so romantic! hahaha! ok so cheesy. anyway i had REAL fun today despite it being a tuition day. but it was great. haha! happy n'day people! i love national days!


ok! till next time people! im tired. *yawns*